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Giveforward.com: I started new fundraiser to try and get the help I desperatly need it at giveforward.com

I started new fundraiser to try and get the help I desperatly need it at giveforward.com and my URL is giveforward.com/themartibeaudioncancervictimfundraiser but I don't know anybody and I'm doing it all from a itouch and can't get it done correctly the way I would be able to if I had a computer or laptop. But I Am a humble and meek person what ever my fellow sister and brother humanbeings out there feel that I should have then that's what it will be. It's all in Gods hands and in their hearts. I just hope and that's all I can do!
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Too tiered: Today I went in to the oncologist to change my pic dressing where I had surgery to put in

Today I went in to the oncologist to change my pic dressing where I had surgery to put in a pic ( IV line) cause the chemo was frying up my veins. But today was like the other days I felt too tiered to go to my appointment and just wanted to stay in the bed but the pain from my bone cancer kept me from being able to sleep. Oh well about staying in bed!
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Heart broken: I hope nobody will ever have to go through what I'm going through in life. At age four I

I hope nobody will ever have to go through what I'm going through in life. At age four I was molested by my dads best friend. Age 17 raped at gun point. Age 20 introduced to drugs which was before the dare program where somebody coulee told me just say no! I had my children taken away from me after getting married to a closet drug addict and he bringing it back in my life , but don't get me wrong I admit my own mistakes. It's just that I picked the wrong man to marrie. After separation I was in the wrong place at the wrong time which got me raped by three men. Worked on myself for Six long years and then when I got it all together I was diagnosed with terminal cancer. Slowly got my kids back but were all grown up by then except the youngest who was from a different daddy and who was raised without me but for the first four years. She hasn't seen me four 11 years and is gating on me for not being there and is really sticking it to me cause I threw away all my pride and went back to my husband who promised he wasn't going to abuse me just so I could be in my babies life but he lied and abused me while I was doing chemotherapy and had nobody of family around there in their state. So long story short my daughter and husband were killing me even more than the cancer and chemo. So I came back home to Hawaii to be with my first three kids and my family sister and her family. Then my youngest daddy dies of heart failure of a drug over dose and I'm soo sick at this point without the money to get the round trip ticket because no I'm not going to go live over there and die over there and my baby don't want to live over here and see me die too. But she needs me to tie up the lose ends her father whom I'm still married to left behind. It's like the whole world is on my shoulders and I'm about to be crushed. I love all my babies with all my heart and would do anything for anyone of them but can't afford to because I'm disabled of terminal cancer which ate up my bones and crippled me. But yet I gave this 15 year old now expecting for her mother to be there for her since I was missing for a big part of her life but never mind her fathers part in the marriage not working like it was all on me. I don't wish my life on my worse enimy if I had on. Please is there anybody out there in this world that Gould give a gal a dying wish of a round trip ticket to show her daughter I would or could be there for her. I'm sorry if I don't make sense I'm drowning in tears right now and can't even think straight. What do I do now?
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Kiwanis club cannot help me Adele of Maui Hawaii told me after a week of questions and advising me to do the opposite of what I want to happen finally told me the she could not help this terminal cancer patient who's child is alone cause her daddy died that we can't get help with one round trip ticket because my child is not a part of their key club! They don't even have that at my Childs school by the way which she not in due to summer break now! Anyway I thought the Kiwanis club was going to be my biggest hope I guess not but thanks anyway for the week of me thinking I was going to get help till Adele finally decided to tell me " club members only" she should've told me that from the start if that's really the truth. And so should the other two reps from California and so should the other rep from the international Kiwanis club! My child is still crying and my heart is still getting beated
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MY husbands name was Larry Beaudion!

MY husbands name was Larry Beaudion!
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Please can't somebody help me get to my baby who's daddy just died of heart failure. We

Please can't somebody help me get to my baby who's daddy just died of heart failure. We are thousand of miles apart and I'm living off of disability due to my terminal cancer! Please I'm begging for somebody to help me get to my 15 year old child who'd daddy just died June 10 2012 this last Friday or Saturday! If you need proof his obituary is with ( Blanchard funeral home of Natchatoches Louisiana) and I am his wife Marti of Hawaii and our daughter together is Cynthia Beaudion-15 of cloutierville Louisiana! Again God Bless those who Bless! And I'll be eternally greatful!
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I was diagnosed with ovarian cancer at age 38 and since then it spreaded to my bones. And have lived in Hawaii estranged from my youngest daughter who's daddy just died on June 10 2012 this last Friday of heart failure! I'm am living off of diability and don't have the money to buy the ticket to get to my 15 year old child who is now saying things like she wishes she was dead and don't want to live anymore because she doesn't have a parent there in Louisiana with her. It's really hard because her daddy just died and I ain't got much time left but still need to be there with her and for her but don't have the money for the round trip ticket. The reason the ticket needs to be round is cause I can't die on her over there but still need to be there to make sure she is secured being that me and her father was still married when he died. But it costs $8000.00 to bury and she can't bury me but I have it set up in Hawaii to be cremated plus she won't be able to go through another parent dying on her. Just asking please if there is anyway anybody can help me get to her and tye up the lose ends her daddy left behind by not making a will and not making it legal who was going to be her guarding and all his possessions to be put in her name. As of right now my babies crying to me from thousands of miles away that she is scared and that her daddy's side is taking this and taking that which they arnt suppost to be doing! I need to get over there to secure my child and make sure that she's alright her daddies name is Larry Beaudion from cloutierville Louisiana. He was born 1-3-1956 but the funeral home that was in charge of his body ( Blanchard funeral home of Natchatoches Louisiana) got his birthdate wrong in there obituary they put it down as 1-6-1956. Anyway my daughters name is Cynthia Lynn Beaudion of 563 Nid Aigie Rd cloutierville LA 71416. And my name is Marti Lynn Beaudion of HC1 box 4699 Keaau HI, 96749 my home number is 808-982-6752 . Please please I've been begging people on face book to help by making donations and don't even know if it's legal but haven't been lucky anyway! I am at your kind heart and mercy! Please help to reunite me with my daughter it is my dying wish to make sure I see her and help her before I die. I have three other children whom I'm also leaving behind in this world who about five years ago got hit by a drunk driver and now my oldest daughter is brain damage and my oldest son had brain trauma also and my youngest son had his knee injured! They are currently here with me in Hawaii but will be left behind with my sister my childrens ages are Patrick Hanato-21, Jason Hanato-19, Katheleen Hanato-18, and Cynthia Beaudion-15, and I am 40 and ain't got much time left and am in so much heart ache pain worrying about the situation I'm leaving my children behind in. Being that the cancer I couldn't get life insurance and I've nothing to leave them when I die! It hurts soo much! I know they say there is no worser pain than losing a child but it feels that way, that I'm losing them and not they ate losing me. Because I have not had a life with much money to leave them anything! I'm not asking for money though I'm just asking for help with getting to my 15 who is now parentless! Please help if you can or please let me know who can help! Please I beg you! It's the hardest thing to here your baby crying that she needs you after her daddy died! Please ! God Bless you all! And thank you for your time and energy! Love Marti Lynn beaudion
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